On Sunday 04 April, 2004, my world came crashing down around me.
Looking back, it’s so weird to think that one moment I was out walking our dogs Buster and Chewy, and the next I was curled up on the living-room floor in a pain I had never felt before, or after, that was so intense the only thing I could do was scream until I felt I may have an aneurism.
After we buried Casey, my shock slowly wore off and a white-hot rage began to take over. A demonic cabal of war criminals on Wall Street, Washington DC, and the media lied, and I knew they were lying all along (just like I knew they were lying about Covid), and my dearest, oldest child was dead. A child that I had carefully raised and nurtured, and because he had the audacity to join the U.S. military, he was used, abused, and murdered by the imperial lust for power, resources, and blood.
Of course, when I started to express my rage publicly, I was attacked by the “liberal” media at the behest of their controllers. Apparently, I had exhibited behavior unbecoming a Gold Star Mother. You know, the only “logical” conclusion was that I was a “bad mother,” because I chose to “demean” my son’s “sacrifice” by saying that all the people involved were lying war criminals.
As a Gold Star Mother, I was expected to accept my demented Girl Scout star, and the folded flag that covered Casey’s coffin and just shut up, go home, put the flag on the mantel and please, just shut the fuck up, won’t you? I know my rage and my blunt analysis made friends, strangers, and my own family very uncomfortable.
I understand this person’s rage. I don’t know her, but, just like I know when people are lying, I also know when people have legitimate rage, because it mirrors my own.
How many stories over the past two years are similar to hers? How many of the left behind loved ones just accepted their dearly departed’s remains and then suffered through zoom funeral services, and tiny, mask required burials? Remember that these murdered, unfortunate patients could not even have visitors before they died alone.
On most days, my anger, my righteous rage, is muted, but can flare up at a moment’s notice when I see war criminals and profiteers living nice, quiet, and peaceful lives—I have learned to direct my rage at the appropriate authorities, or institutions—never innocent bystanders.
In an article posted in Psychology Today, The Rarely Recognized Upside of Anger in 2014, the author writes
To begin with, it’s essential to realize that anger is the one emotion that warrants being seen as moralistic. It has everything to do with values: the system of ethics you’re personally devoted to. In fact, if you weren’t capable of making an indignant assessment that something or someone was unfair, the feeling wouldn’t exist at all. And by getting irritated with what you regard as wrong or unjust, you can experience the immediate—and substantial—gratification of occupying the moral high ground (just one of many reasons that anger can be so seductive!). (LINK TO OP)
The way that this current “crisis” was handled over the past three years is another crime against humanity, just like the US’s war against the innocent people of Iraq. (And like all of the imperialist US Wars are).
IMHO, we should all be this angry, because, like when we “lost” Casey, we have all lost someone, or something, in this horrific scandal of epic proportions.
By the way, I don’t even care if the above video is “fake” or not. If this happened to my father, you know I’d be doing the same thing, and how many times did the exact same thing happen all over this toxic country?
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Brava, Cindy. And to the young woman in the video...fake? Dr Meryl Nass told me in an exchange on her Substack a few weeks ago that I would know who was legit in the Covid Con scrum through 'vibes', 'body language' (lol)...if true this gal's scorching anger IS the real deal and she is righteously entitled to it.
How else can one truly vent that kind of anger, dissalusionment, abandonment?
We should all be screaming in unison.
Yes Cindy. Yes.
Rage on sisters in arms.
#TheMothersAreComing 💔💉☠