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I, too, try not to hate but sometimes I just have to hate. I lost a partner indirectly to COVID. We were in Mexico, I came back to be with a 5 year old granddaughter during lockdown so her parents could work. I never saw him alive again. He died of a heart attack that, had I been with him, seeing his health deteriorating, perhaps I could have urged him to seek the medical care he needed. It is all speculation now, but I cry for all of us who lost people, community, education, contact, mental health and so much more because of the lies of COVID. A part of me hates the liars like Fauci and big pharma.

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I am also so sorry❤️

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Your words resonate with me. I hate the people I love the most: my family and my union brothers and sisters. The sad reality is that most of them would have turned in Anne Frank if she had refused the jabbywockie, even if she was family.

I ridicule them now. I’ll post an image of grandparents and grandchildren separated by a glass door or window, not allowed to hug because of a virus with a 99% survival rate next to an image of a child putting dollar bills in a drag queen’s thong. Because being “inclusive” and “woke” apparently protects you from the virus.

They call me conspiracy theorist, trumper (even though I never voted for the orange man), right-winger, etc... Funny thing is that while they were home watching Netflix, I was working 70+ hours a week because I was essential. I’ll never forget how many of us went from hero to zero in a blink of an eye, how we were denied food, employment, medical treatment, not allowed to attend funerals for loved ones... even Make a Wish Foundation denied dying children their last wish.

Stay angry. Never forget.

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So many stories of trauma and tragedy….there is no excuse.

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I don't feel much hot hatred as cold contempt for all the good Amerikaners who've complied with creeping fascism and slow motion coup so long now that final solutions have overtaken us. Maybe it's just jaded resignation that leaves me still shocked but not surprised that many if not most appear quite content to live in a society of systemic hatred without blinking an eye until it affects them. A capitalist cult(ure) of self-serving indifference that's lacking in basic human empathy and solidarity, thus serving self-defeating purposes for anything political beyond the controlled oppositions manufactured for two-minute hate in an empire of universal deceit. I recall once walking my way to a socialist meeting when it struck me how relevant it was that people were having such a hard time sharing the sidewalk.

After a lifetime of suffering sellouts among middle class dreamers desensitized to the Amerikkkan nightmare, I do have a particular disgust, if not special reserve of hatred after all, for professional class managers and minions who make careers of defending the indefensible, well-prepared errand boys and girls for covid-1984. I've lived through decades of betrayal by radicals in rhetoric only more than happy now to have what's left of 'the left' hijacked by progressive causes operating as trojan horses for a police state. If as Che Guevara said a revolutionary is guided by great love, what hatred of the poor and oppressed must be buried beneath the false consciences of the respectable?

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Thank you as always. I hear you.

Too many need to be indicted for what they have done. and sent to prison for their crimes. I fear that will not happen even as many more die, especially young people. Even as the US empire is crumbling faster and faster... I am not forgiving of these people who committed these massive crimes.

Have you see this most moving recording - it is so true - https://margaretannaalice.substack.com/p/mistakes-were-not-made-an-anthem-57a

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Thank-you Cindy for saying it SO well!! Appreciate your authenticity, love, and wisdom!

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👌☀️🌻🧙🏽‍♂️

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You could be talking about my son, with what you describe. I will never forgive or forget.

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I am so sorry❤️

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Libertarian freedom flexers are the gift that keeps giving to those seeking to destroy public health systems for the masses the world over... Enjoy your personal responsibility and individual choice. We see you!

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1st, create the problem. 2nd, profit from the problem. 3rd, create a solution. 4th, profit from the solution. The modern formula for 'success'. Remember Michael Chertoff and his magical whole-body airport scanners, pushed by Obama and the gang ?

As far as the kids are concerned, I wish more parents would remember that their first priority is their children, not the government.

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This is a test for each of us, particularly sensitive people aware of what has happened but especially for the young. And in the end it has to come down to resilience and for those who are still young and have had their resilience, already fragile because of their youth, damaged or destroyed to a great extent, I think NOW is when we, the adults, each need to find it in ourselves to give young people in our midst...a sign of ...dare I say...profound love? The love that engenders love...unselfish, hopeful, intelligent, listening and holding another's pain kind of love. Raging at the machine is an adult thing we can each do in our primal boxes, metaphorical or otherwise, but hopeful, inspiring, sweet love one gives to children is possible every day in so many ways...even a smile sent towards a stranger with pure light in it will touch them and help the healing process I believe.

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Also, children should have been allowed to be children, not even need to be anywhere near “resilient” that should be for scraped knees, and first breakups, not global fascism.

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absolutely not for either global, local or family fascism...and yet there you have it. Bullies, hate, exploitation of children in our society....all the time and everywhere. I watched the Brooke Shields documentary on Hulu tonight. The beginning was about Louis Malle's Pretty Baby and the objectification of Shields as a child for the sexual fantasy of men but even more so for Calvin Klein to put his name on the map.... Shields herself has a lot of class imo but was certainly harmed by her exploitation....there's a lot to unpack in the film. And a lot to discuss...good doc for classroom discussion.

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As you know=, I saturate my loved ones with love—-so, they still struggle, and I can’t imagine young people who don’t already have that kind of support. I agree with you 100%

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You are a wonderful mother and friend and smart as a whip....

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Right on (and write on) Cindy. Important to continue to resist and encourage more to do so.

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some good news... https://twitter.com/i/status/1642046182305177600

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That is good news….fingers crossed.

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Well-Behaved Women Seldom Make History...stay hungry...... thinking of you ........

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So many truths Cindy. If you didn’t feel anger over the Plandemic you were either a moron or part of the establishment enforcing the cull. If as a free thinking, non complying individual I think righteous anger is normal, the alternative is suicidal depression. But that anger, though justified, is dangerous and needs grounding which you have done by taking action and carrying the message forward. Thank you for continuing your inspirational posts.

The masks never worked. Even if they did they have a max two hour life span. My wife, an ICU nurse, and her colleagues worked on ‘dirty’ wards without the proper protection needed in that environment. What they did have was cheap, shoddily made PE. Yet here in the U.K. more Billionaires were made than ever before, including arms dealers in both world wars. Contracts awarded outside legal procedure to ‘chums’. Including one woman who was previously the manufacturer of sex garments was made a peer of the realm even though whole consignments of her PE product were condemned. It outrages me these people go unpunished and keep their ill gotten gains. The politicians and academics who pushed the lies and doctrine still in place and unaccountable. The sheeple distracted by energy price hikes, food shortages, revolving cabinet positions and the proxy war in the Ukraine.

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a society which abuses children is very close to the end

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I am so sorry that you lost your son. Yesterday was a particularly difficult day for me because my teen let me know she is considering going to Ohio State University for college after I thought we had it locked down for her to go to a school closer to home that does not require the shots.

OSU still requires the “primary series” shots for attendance 🙄. My kid is not injected yet, and mad at me about that, and I can’t talk to my husband about it because he thinks everything is over now, he took the shots, I did not.

I sent an email to the president of OSU asking what the scientific reason was to require kids that have no risk of dying from a virus that is no longer with us to take an old set of injections to attend school.

Its insane! Its like saying you need to take a couple of flu shots from 3 years ago to go to school, it’s totally crazy! I really thought this insanity would be over for our kids by now. My daughter has been badly traumatized by it all and it has hurt our relationship.

I cant believe there are people still masking little kids too. I saw a family at the pet food store a few days ago that had n-95 masks on their little kids and I was so disturbed by it I found myself just shaking with rage when I got back to my car.

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I’m done with hatred. Only makes me feel rotten. Try to remember this is all a movie. Don’t allow it to become a nightmare. Much better when it’s a comedy 🎭

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